Wednesday, January 15, 2014

School drop off and pick up

I have a love/hate with dropping this precious girl off at school. The rush to get out the door on time. Not just getting her ready but getting the 2 little ones out too. Making sure we get her homework in her folder and remember to put it into her backpack. Her lunch. You know grabbing it even though it's right next to her backpack. I love the she loves school and learning. She has so much fun. 

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and this little goof ball can make getting out the door difficult. 
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When Aubrey's at school I feel like a part of me is missing. It is because she's not home with me.  I worry about her. I hope on the mornings when her attitude is really bad that it turns around. I hope she's not talking too much and distracting herself and others from work. Girlfriend loves to talk. I hope that she's not being made fun of because she wants to wear her Hello Kitty glasses. I hope that she's comfortable in herself and doesn't let those things bother her. I worry about her safety. It seems like there are more and more school shootings, scary stuff. 

Pick up time is my favorite. 

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Her sweet face looking in the crowd for me. When she spots me and big smile appears on her face. After school hugs are the best. They are the biggest and the tightest, I really wish I could bottle that and save it for later. 

A few months ago, God put it on my heart to look into homeschooling our children. I am totally down to do it. I have so many reasons on why I want to but I'll save that for another post.  It's never been something I thought I would do but in these last few months God has really worked on my heart and it's something that I truly want to do for our family. Unfortunately, Conrad isn't in that same place. I do want him to support me/us in this journey so I won't do it without him on the same page. So I'm praying for God to work on him and hopefully we could begin our homeschooling journey soon or  the beginning of next school year!